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Mantras

The pond remains.

On an uphill run between Orange and Laurel, a two-mile stretch that begins congenially and ends with spite, there’s a place near the top where the grade gets serious. To the right of that slope, down an embankment, sits a ranch house beside a tree-lined pond. On a late-winter ride two seasons ago, struggling to slow my breathing and buoy my legs, I focused on the ice below me. My mind slid across that surface, calling back to lungs and quads. “Smooth as ice,” it intoned. “No effort.”

I’m thinking of that pond today, of the ice that undoubtedly has formed in recent days with temps that struggle to rise above the teens. It’s 60 degrees inside the four walls where Liz and I pedal side by side, imagining hills as we work out to a video designed to improve climbing skills. In my highest gear, my eyes focused on a spot of carpet six inches ahead of my front wheel, I’m visualizing that Fayette County road, climbing alone in early March 2008 or any of the half dozen rides with Dave since then, in summer’s heat and autumn’s damp chill, moving past an invisible line a stone’s throw from a pond, where the real work begins.

Then, as now, the words move with me.

“Smooth as ice. No effort.”

Of the marathons I’ve run, no single incident remains bolder in my memory or had more of an impact mentally than the man who stood near the 18-mile marker during the 1991 Columbus Marathon. Addressing the runners as they turned out of the AmeriFlora grounds, he called to each one as if he cared about them personally. “You look  good. You feel good,” he said. “You look good. You feel good. Keep telling yourself.”

There was no wall that year, thanks, in part, to that mantra I carried to the finish line and into the rest of my life.

Today I’m visualizing again, even with a roof over my head and a trainer on a DVD calling me out of the saddle, working an imaginary hill in my bike’s biggest gear. In that instant I’m there alone by a Fayette County pond in winter, just as I’m climbing beside Dave last autumn. And, I’m somewhere in Michigan, on hills I’ve never seen, five months from now, pushing myself. All the while, I keep repeating.

“You look good. You feel good,” I say.

“Smooth as ice.”

16.15 miles — Trainer

POSTSCRIPT… Today’s is the first winter workout geared toward riding the Michigan Mountain Mayhem in June.

The birch stands out. Unique. Defiant.

A stone’s throw from Lights Out Bridge, beside the snow-covered single track, it spreads arms still laden with leaves, months ago turned the color of brown sugar. Stop and you’ll hear them rustle in the wind, a dry chatter, muffled, like hens cooped up for the night. But no one stops. No one listens. On a brief stretch of trail between a steep climb and a sharp left turn onto an unforgiving bridge, riders who pass that birch see only the path before them.

I’m trying to be different, to look deep into Westwood, seeing contours of a thousand angles defined by recent snows on ravines and logs. Under less-than-ideal conditions, I’m tracing deer runs and looking into fox holes, but casting only quick glances as I pass, seeing things in snapshots. My eyes act as shutters, framing the landscape in factions of a second.

Everything about the sport of mountain biking suggests I roll on, mastering snowy turns and frozen ruts, pushing myself, concentrating only on the trail.

Everything about who I am screams to do otherwise.

Only when I stop on a hilltop and close my eyes do I begin to see the park, the flowing of treetops not unlike a slow-moving stream. I open my eyes to flashing light, the lake mirroring its survival. From a different hill, it’s the staccato conversation of a thousand Canada geese that draws me to close my eyes again, and from a point of land not half a mile away, I open them wide to observe the shuffling, bobbing, standing of that crowd, with one goose too nonchalant or tied or sick to be part of the waddling wave that slides off the ice and into the safety of freezing water. It lies motionless, neither time nor a raised voice bringing movement. Only as I mount the bike again, leaving the goose for dead, does it stir, as if to ask me, “Why all the fuss?”

I ride on, reminded by geese and birch trees alike that this is a sanctuary. Here, it has never been about the bike.

10 miles — Westwood Park

POSTSCRIPT… A tradition is born. This marks the second straight time I’ve started the new year with a ride at Westwood Park. A special thanks to John Rogers for the photo to the right.

The last of ‘09

Cornfields still stand, a reminder there’s more to do.

We pass them in the cold, in the wind, in the sleet, finishing our year. Not fast. Not comfortable. Just turning pedals, accumulating miles with an eye to the calendar.

The countryside is open now. The earth yarns, stretching out, fields in brown and white, as if everything might soon fade to sepia tones. It’s too early in winter to wish for other colors. We take what we have and are grateful for a day as dull as the weathered cornstalks we pass. We are even thankful to put a steady breeze in our face.

Even so, we are eager to head home.

15.01 miles — Henry County

A last great day

A goodbye of sorts
to a season.
RAIN like a dream remembered.
Legs rebounding from the Hilly.
We return to rolling landscape
on a near-perfect autumn day.
Riding beside Metamora’s canal
and under Oldenburg’s spires.
Racing down into St. Marys
and laboring up the other side.
Except today it isn’t that hard.
Only late in the ride do the climbs wear on us,
garments we tire of,
and with a word
we back off the pace
and ease up the hill.
Enjoying the remainder of the ride,
the rest of the day,
the last of the season.
Returning to Metamora
on a smooth road
and a downhill slope.
We let our legs dangle
and our bikes fly.
Saying goodbye.

45.54 miles — Fayette County

I follow Mr. F. Bomb up Turkey Track Road, jumping on his rear wheel after bouncing out of slower traffic that boxes me in. We climb at a steady clip, reaching the top to find two side-by-side riders with a bungee cord dangling between them.

“What the fuck is that?” Bomb asks.

We soon learn. As the two riders roll out of a small dip, there is the sound of an engine starting. It turns out that one of the bikes is motorized and quickly vaults to the lead, stretching the elastic umbilical as the second rider is towed up a small incline. The engine cuts off as the road levels.

Bomb is incredulous. “What happens if the bungee snaps and hits another cyclist?” he asks as he pulls even with the pair. There is only silence in response.

“That’s the stupidest fucking thing I’ve ever seen,” Bomb shouts as he rises from the saddle and sprints away.

Welcome to the Hilly Hundred, where just about anything is possible. You need travel no farther than the starting line to find participants acting in the most irrational manner. Fresh from the Hilly’s safety clinic, their brains go limp as they stand with their bikes, shoulder-to-shoulder across the road, blocking oncoming cyclists eager to begin.

There’s plenty of other stupidity. Take the guy pedaling through Morgan-Monroe State Forest, hugging the white line in the oncoming lane while photographing his buddy on the other side of the road, all the while ignoring repeated calls of “On your left!” from behind him. When he finally gives ground to the now-angered cyclists, he acts as if they are at fault for wanting to pass, then criticizes them for going faster than he is.

In her first Hilly Hundred, Liz finds stupidity waiting at the top of Mount Tabor, the most challenging hill of the weekend. Within spitting distance of the turn at the top of the hill, the rider laboring on her right suddenly grunts and falls her direction. In a single motion she unclips and catches him before he takes them both down, but there is no remounting on the hill at that grade. She walks the rest of the way up, dejected that someone else could ruin her triumph of pedaling to the top of Tabor.

The number of people who come to the Hilly unprepared for the hills — any hill — remains unfathomable. When there’s an uphill, there are people walking. This year they spread out across the lanes wider than usual. One lady doesn’t get more than half a dozen pedal strokes up one of the lesser-challenging climbs when she stops in the middle of the road, making no effort to guide her bike to the edge or to warn the riders behind that she is stopping.

It’s all what Lt. Daniel Kaffee in A Few Good Men calls the “galactically stupid.”

There are plenty of good stories from the Hilly. There are thoughtful people who “cause safety,” as the promoters encourage. There are kindnesses shown. They alone are reason enough to ride the Hilly again.

Yet this year, it’s the head-shaking disbelief that sticks with me. Mr. Bomb was right. Stupid, indeed.

52.04 miles — Hilly Hundred (Day Two)

Knowledge base

This I know.

* A Jack Russell Terrier can pass between the wheels of a road bike at cruising speed.

* Caught by the chain ring of a road bike at cruising speed, a Jack Russell Terrier temporarily becomes an anchor.

This I also know.

* A cracked rib, a road bike and a bad road don’t go together.

* When it comes to a cracked rib, hills hurt.

* Indiana’s idea of a paved road, as proven by recent chip-and-seal projects in various counties, would be laughable if not so sad.

This I hate.

* Yippy ankle-biters that serve as rogue projectiles having little if any control.

* Most Indiana chip-and-seal.

This I fear.

* That the Hilly Hundred is in jeopardy.

20.34 miles — Franklin County

Enough

In the end, I’m sitting on the trail, waiting for the adrenaline to drain from my system. Dave’s holding my mountain bike. I’m holding my ribs.

The curve rode well. My line wasn’t bad. But on the back side of that sharp turn I drifted too far left, where the trail gives way to a ravine.

Only last week I stood at this spot, eyeing the loose dirt at the edge of the singletrack, where someone went down into the weeds. Today, it’s my line that’s off.

Not all the way, but enough.

I’m still in control past those skid marks. But my vision won’t lift from the drop to my left, and the bike rides the track of my eyes, as if on a rail. Straying beyond any hope of recovery, I pull hard on the brakes, inadvertently locking the front wheel and cartwheeling forward with the bike.

All motion stops at a tree.

I’m half over the bars when I slam into a maple no thicker than my forearm, hitting hard, chest-first. Then I drop back to earth. When I finally disengage my right cleat to free myself, Dave takes my bike. I take a seat in the dirt.

“Now I know what it feels like to crack a rib,” I say in jest. Except it might not be so funny. And, it might not be a joke. After a few minutes, I eventually get on the bike and finish the last mile. But my ribs hurt. And I wonder if something really is wrong.

Not all the way, but enough.

10 miles — Westwood Park

The Samaritan

kittenShe rides with the kitten in one hand, a fist full of tiger-striped fur, the tiny creature squirming and mewing in the most desperate of ways. For nearly two miles she clings to the cat, and the cat to her, past pastures and farmhouses, moving toward Spiceland and a decision about what to do with this unexpected find.

The kitten appears to have been abandoned. It cries from the ditch as we pass, two-thirds of the way through our 35-mile ride. We both hear it, but it’s Liz who immediately turns back, who pulls the tiny ball of fluff from the weeds. We wonder if it might have strayed from one of three houses a hundred yards east, but residents of two of those homes say the kitten isn’t theirs, and they tell us the third property owner doesn’t keep cats. We look west then, at the next house impossibly far away, too distant to assume the kitten wandered from there. We glance north and south at nothing but farmland. There is no one left to ask. There is nowhere else to go but home.

Liz pedals stiffly, one hand on her bars, the other holding tight to a kitten fraught with fear and hunger. At Spiceland she stops at a community gazebo in the center of town, while Dave and I ride on, taking a shortcut home over a gravel road we would never consider riding under normal circumstances.

Thirty-five minutes after leaving Liz and the kitten, I’m in Spiceland with the truck, but the cat is gone.

There is a happy ending, however. A local resident going into the bank adjacent to the gazebo saw Liz and the kitten. When she heard the cat’s story, she volunteered to give it a home. That home, it turns out, is a pleasant one-story structure with an expansive yard, someplace we’d ridden past dozens of times. We stop to thank the woman and say goodbye to the kitten, who is in both good hands and good company. The woman and her husband are there, as are their two other cats and a dog.

I’d like to think that I would have stopped for that kitten if Liz hadn’t been there today, that its urgent cries would have been enough for me to knock on doors and, ultimately, carry that creature home. But, more than likely, I would have slowed but not stopped, like the priest and the Levite passing by a half-dead man on a road to Jericho. That truth shames me.  And scares me.

Today, however, a Samaritan riding a bicycle heard a cry for help, had compassion and did the right thing.

29.82 miles — Henry County

Money for nothin’

The dead beaver is gone.

We saw it last Sunday as Liz and I traced a Charlie Myer route through Franklin County. For much of the day we skirted waterways, from narrow, limestone-lined creeks to wide, sandy shores along the Whitewater River. The desolate countryside was a nice contrast to the streets of Metamora where we began, a tourist town struggling to stay relevant, its canal, antique stores and candy shops seeming more outdated than historic.

I’ve seen a lot of things from the saddle of a bike, but never a dead beaver. We smelled it before we saw it. With its head tucked out of sight, only the flat tail indicated we weren’t seeing an oversized groundhog.

I’m looking for the beaver as I revisit that course with Dave. We’ve started from Brookville to take advantage of a steady southwest wind on the latter stages of the ride. But as we turn onto a lonely country road where the beaver lay five days earlier, there is no smell and no carcass. A few pedal strokes up the road, however, comes a surprise.

“Stopping!” I yell to Dave as I pinwheel my bike on the uneven chip-and-seal. I’m not sure what I just saw, but I’m certain it’s worth a momentary break to check out. I’m telling myself it’s a piece of trash, maybe a label someone has peeled off a Gatorade bottle, folded and tossed in the ditch. But, I’m hoping for something else.

My curiosity pays off.

“What is it?” Dave asks as he walks his bike toward the spot where I’ve stopped.

“Money,” I say, holding up my find.

“How much?”

“A twenty-dollar bill.”

“Good deal,” he says just before stooping over to pick up something in the ditch where he’s walking. “Here’s another one!”

I’m not sure what to think of our good fortune. How does someone lose $40 in the middle of nowhere? Is it counterfeit? Drug money? We don’t know. And, for the moment, we don’t care, pedaling off, giddy as schoolgirls.

41.75 miles — Franklin County

Extracts

ironweed0908As if summer skipped past, a flat rock on a smooth lake, Indiana the place between points of contact.

The forest floor begins to flush its color — June’s dark-green leaves now dress in sickly yellow. Pressed by the humidity. Dusted by the stir of the singletrack beneath my wheels.

As I round a bend above the northeast side of Westwood Lake, late summer holds up a sign. Near the Queen Anne’s lace, with its blood-red flower in the center, and the teasel ringed in a lavender of late-July, ironweed stands tall in full deep purple, a constellation of flower heads forming a disk the size of a dinner plate.

It’s a reminder that while daylight still lingers into early evening, the days are narrowing.

Ironweed signals the subtle change. Most cyclists pass it by without much thought, this plant that takes its name from the toughness of its stem. Gone are the days when extracts from ironweed were used for treating stomach ailments. Today we prefer pharmacies to meadows.

But there is healing here, for those who search. In the slowly fading light. On the thin earthen line drawn around the lake and through the woods. And, in the sunshine where the Queen Anne’s lace and ironweed will soon be joined by the wildflowers of autumn.

10 miles — Westwood Park

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